I had the most horrible night. Charles came over and got all his stuff and moved out. I went beserk. I was completely hysterical. I have done nothing but cry all night. It is over, he went back to his wife and he was really mean to me when he came to get his stuff. He had been at his lawyers and got scared. I guess there is no man, no wedding, and no love here anymore. I am destroyed. I guess shiva destroys everything that isn't love so if it wasn't love to begin with then it got destroyed.